I love you, at least, never forget me

Do you know that feeling where you think you've lost the most important thing in this world? where you feel you really would like to be with the person you like, but it's impossible because you did something you can't fix? where you feel in the future you won't like anyone else because the love of your life was that person?
THAT'S HOW I FEEL
It hurts... see how he acts like nothing happened, see you won't talk to him anymore. It's like I've lost a huge piece of my life, of my body, of my soul...
And I try to meet more boys, I try to be nice with them, and find one who I deserve, a really good boy, but... then reason I fell in love with him was the way he acted, and no boy acts like him.

I hope I'll forget him, and I'll find a boy who I deserve and who deserves me :)

Peace guys! s2